Not even going to being up the issue of *cough cough*...

...my absence.

It's not that it's a long story, it is that I just don't know why.
Life has been hectic, a lot has happened and I feel I may have lost some passion for life and become a bit of a different person over the past year. Not sure if it's for the better or for the not so good. I know this blog wasn't created for me to blab about my emotions and update the world about my dull life... but that's all that is coming out of me right now, I can't help it. I hate that 'fashion' rhymes with 'passion' because it makes me feel extremely cliche when I talk about my... passion for ... fashion (see?) or lack there of.

I think if you don't have a goal then you're wasting your time doing anything. So right now, I feel as if I'm wondering around in the woods aimlessly. It's now the summer holidays and my only goal I suppose is to succeed in year 12. Some reason that doesn't feel like a big enough goal. I hear people talking of their dreams to go to certain universities, accomplish things like travel overseas and become a nurse or actress. Then I sit right beside them feeling like a six-year-old because all I really want is  to be famous!... while clutching a hot pink Louis Vuitton vernis bag which holds a teacup yorkie (named Bill, as in Dolla Billz), killer looks, an apartment in miami and a gangster boyfriend that knows how to treat a girl right. My eyes are set high, but I should probably get them outta the clouds every now and then.

Yesterday, my family and I celebrated Thanksgiving. My mum made us all write out 101 things that we are grateful to God for. My first reaction was "Arrrgggh!" but when I got writing, it was actually fairly easy. It made me realise how much I really am blessed to have the life I do. There are so many small things that make me happy that I actually thanked God for because I figured it couldn't just be a coincidence that everything really does work out so well in the end. I think I need to trust that I'm going to be okay, maybe God is actually real and cares about us all and has a plan for my life... If he doesn't exist, well I don't know what the point of life is at all.


Oh yeah, uh I don't really have any predictions for summer fashion. Just a couple things I really wouldn't mind adding to my summer wardrobe are:

A pair of clear-frame Ray Ban shape sunglasses - I've discovered that the-smaller-the-better, on me.
Mass hoop earrings (already gettem but just letting ya know) - gotta tune into your inner guidette.
ALWAYS a nice pair of fitted denim shorts, definitely sexy with any bikini top. Frayed is good.
A neutral toned half caj, half dressy pair of sandals.. mine are currently on layby :)
Some thongs for the beach, sandals with buckles are always a bitch when putting on and off n on n off
A couple of cropped tees n tops, showing a lil tummy is not slutty if you do it the right way.
What I really want right now is actually a huge louis v. tote bag like I mentioned earlier - YUM!

AAAnyway, I gots ta go sleep.
Night bromosexuals. I'll be a'ight.

W-W-Wizaard